On a break

From the moment I first laid eyes on you I wanted you. I admired you from afar for a while, but I knew that eventually I just had to have you in my life. When you were finally mine, I felt like the luckiest girl in the world.

I fell completely in love, I wanted to spend every waking hour with you. You inspired me, you made me want to be a better person, to achieve the impossible. I told everyone about you, how good you made me feel, how you had changed my life.

The first year was amazing but recently, over the last couple of months, my feelings have changed. Out of nowhere I have begun to resent you. You make me feel trapped, I can’t leave the house without you. Your constant messages annoy me, your demands tire me. You have started to make me feel bad about myself, like I’m not good enough anymore. I want to be free, I want to break the shackles. So I am sorry to say this but I think it’s time we take a break dear Fitbit, I can’t say for how long, maybe a week, maybe forever.

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